Eternity love

2008-06-09T21:16:00.003+08:00

Well, i know i have hurt you once again .
Its better for me and you to break as i find we aren't really a good pair .
I know i have good memories with you, but i don't know you well .
I guess don't even know you from the start.
The way you think etc .
You asked me to give you a 2nd chance .
But i guess, if i gave you a 2nd chance.
Would everything still be the same ? I don't know .
But its better for me and you .
We can't predict what might happened in the future if i still carries on .
Maybe the same thing might happened again .
& you will have another major hurt again ?
Then i guess by that time i would break with you .
Its would be better for me to do the decision now

I don't know why .
But i do stated clearly in my previous post that .
Thanks god we are still FRIENDS
F-R-I-E-N-D-S
Did i state anything that is refering me to like him again ?
No i didnt .
I said the memories are back and its fun .
Who wouldn't find good memories fun and would want to turn back time again ?
If it was you, i guess you would too .
& i asked you again .
Is it true that its easily to fall in love with someone but hard to forget ?
Its common sense .
If you go out and asked anyone that once love someone deep before.
You asked them, how long does they took them to forget ?
You would expect them to say maybe months or a year ?
Unless those that say few days then surely isn't serious about him / her already .

I don't know you have the same feelings of forgetting someone you didn't want to be parted ?
If yes, then obviously you will take you months to forget isn't it ?
Its normal .
but perhaps you didn't get what i mean.
& i didn't said i don't wanna talk to you because i was angry .
& i didn't talk to you doesn't mean im angry too .
Its just that i don't know what to say anymore .
You just think too much and wildly .
Its really unbearable to forget someone you love deeply.
So do think again what i wrote and refer to what situation you are having now.
Its exactly the same .

Me and Him are now friends .
Which im really very happy about it .
Currently now me and you are in the situation that is the same as last time what happened to me and him .
We didn't dare to talk to each other
As we thought both parties doesn't want to talk to each other .
But eventually we talk and talk more
& now, we are back to who we are ; the same as last time .
Well i hoped you think carefully.
& don't do silly stuff .
Im really not worth you to eat panadols etc .
& please don't misunderstood me that i still like him or what okay ?
I don't want any misunderstandings between me and him .
I don't want the same old thing to repeat that he will ignore and avoid me.
This is my bless that im friends with him again .
Please don't spoiled it .
So i hoped we can still be friends even though we aren't couple anymore.

2008-06-09T00:16:00.003+08:00

The past is in Black and White .
The future is gonna be in colours .
Memories are gonna be kept untold where new things are going to emerge in our life

Ohwell, this is just a ramdom post(:
Had nothing better to do, so went to read my past archives / posts .
& i found out that there so much memories that are left behind .
Especially February 19(:
Its the day that i cried badly in my lifetime .
Few days ago, someone told me that he did that hurtful thing to me is because
he doesn't want me to think that he carry a torch for me .

Well to think back, its true.
Friends around me all encouraged me to continue to love him
Giving me comments that he does have a little bit of affection for me
As i have been playing with him.
Which makes me really believe in Fate .
But eventually the outcome wasn't what we thought of .
Seriously it was a disastrous outcome /:
Emo is my bestbud.
Crying is how i vent out my pain :D

& ohwell, to think back.
There's really alot of good memories with him .
Just think and recall, i would love to turn back time .
Once i said i didn't know how long would i take to forget you .
Its take 1 day to fall in love with someone but years to forget .
Years to forget .
Even though i told myself i forget about you already .
But when we are through Chalet etc .
I find out, its unbearable to forget you .
Because its fun being with you(:

Last time i was so happy that actually you did asked me whether could we still be friends
As i thought, you didn't want to talk to me after that incident.
& you have the same thoughts as me.
But we kept talking to each other and then we are friends again.
I was happy that i smiled after seeing what you wrote :D

Had a chat with Brendan just now
& he asked me whether do i believe in Fate .
But i answered don't know because once i did truly believed in it .
But ever since that incident happened .
Fate doesn't recognized in my world .
So i would hesitate awhile if you do ask me whether i believe in it or not .
& after that Conferencing with Brendan, Andrew and you is fun(:
Even though i didn't talk alot
But haha, you are funny in some ways :D
Well, Im happy that we are still be able to be friends but not enemy .
Im satisfied that we do still talk to each other but not ignoring and avoiding .
Thanks god .
I endure the pain .
To climb out of the dark pits that i had once fallen .
& to carry on with my life .
People would think im crazy that last time i cut my wrist because of you .
But to me its all worthwhile(:

Thanks God and you for still being friends with me .
I just hoped that we can be as much closer as last time we do :D

2008-06-06T20:14:00.002+08:00

4 - 6 June ; FAMILY chalet :D
Im back once again(:
This time round, only Me, Minqi, Emma, Samuel, Andrew and Dominic stay over in the 1st night .
Then on the 2nd night, Josephine joined us :D
Okay, i am going to write full details about it & its gna be a long post :D

4june ; 1st Day :D
Woke up at 7am as Minqi is coming over to my house before going to school at 10 for POA meeting .
Then after meeting Brendan, Dominic, Minqi came over to my house to get the stuff ready .
& went to meet Samuel, Andrew and Emma :D
Was carrying lot of stuffs to the Interchange .
Waited for Samuel and Andrew for 20mins .
& we had to reach there by 2.30
So in the end, Minqi's Dad fetched us to downtown .
While Samuel and Andrew cabbed to there .
Reached there around 2plus & we saw one actor :D
Around our age and he damn freaking cute :D
Checked in & our room no. is 1309(:
Settle ourself down and watched Meteor Garden .
I was outdated, didn't watch it before x.x
Then Had a small argument with Dominic .
Shouted at me once again .
& well i took it as nothing happened .
Just bear my anger .
The guys went out walking while we girls stayed in the room
Sang songs, Pillow fight & watch tv :D
& we bought one bottle of Light sticks :D

At night, ate cup noodle & had another pillow fight w the guys .
& its damn freaking fun lar :D
Kept pillows, blankets and bedsheet in the closet .
So in the end, we use hands to tickle them :D
Ahaa, tickle Samuel is fun because he will make funny laughters ; ROFL
I just loved pillow fighting with them .
Around 2am, chitchatted with Andrew, Minqi and Emma in the room.
While Samuel and Dominic went out chatting .
& well, we found out that sooner or later the family is gonna break into 2 groups .
We just wanna solve this problem
& they thinks that sharing what unhappy stuff towards each of us is good .
So we get to learn our lesson & to become better :D
We intend to ton the whole night & go watch sunrise at 6.30
In the end, we all fell asleep at 4.30.

5june ; 2nd Day :D
Woke up at 11am and was still discussing whether to go Escape anot .
But the guys didn't want to go.
So in the end, we girls end up going there .
Ride a few rides and didn't play as Minqi vomited /:
Went back our room, the guys were still playing banluck.
But around 1plus, they went to Ehub while we slack in the room and watched Meteor Garden.
Around 4plus, the guys came back(:
Had some tiff with him and he shouted at me once again .
but seriously is very unreasonable.
Geraldine should be the one who will get angry because i accidentally pressed the cancel button.
But You are the one yelling at me because i kup the call .
& so this time round i couldn't bear my anger anymore.
So got very angry and cried .
But i cried is not because i was hurt as you shouted at me.
But as i was angry at you .
Okay nvms(:
Then soon they come back, started the fire
& Soon the Bbq starts :D
Almost everybody came except Dorothy, Freesia, Brendan, Siti and Kenn .
Sad D:
But nvms, hoped next Chalet everybody will be able to come for it :D

After Bbq, had waterbomb session .
Tio bomb by quite a no. of ppl lar -.-
Esepcially Suyu and Minqi's one.
i think both is on the head ; ROFL .
Then i kept aiming samuel and andrew :D
After all only the 6 of us were playing .
Cleared the plastic bags and went to bathe
& continue clearing the mess .
After that, watched Meteor Garden again while the guys go Ehub .
& Josephine is with us :D
Wanted to ton the whole night again .
But when the guys are back which is around 1 , i almost going to fall asleep.
& soon, i went to sleep then around 2plus .
Emma, Josephine, Samuel and Andrew went to Mac.
While Minqi , Me and Dominic went to sleep.

6june ; 3rd Day :D
Around 6am, i was woken up by Josephine's laughters.
She damn cute can ? :D
& Samuel is funny .
Swinging with the light stick and hit onto Andrew's head.
Soon, we were playing with the light sticks.
Threw at each other.
Took every single of it & throw :D
Its fun :D
Just as fun as the pillow fights.
Ahaaa, i Loved them(:
wanted to eat breakfast at 6.30 but extend till 7am as they wanted to get some sleep.
But at 6.50, Samuel and Andrew's laughters still can be heard
& soon they fall asleep .
& in the end, we woke up at 9(:
Packed everything and checked out.
Ate Mac for breakfast , then cabbed down to hougang.
Minqi came over to my house to do the decoration of our posters for tomorrow stall.
After that cabbed down to kovan to find Samuel and co. at superbowl :D
Played 2 rounds of bowling.
& i lost 2 points to brendan D:
But 1st time got 128 points sia :D
After bowling, went to arcade walked to Samuel's house.

Okay i think im very long winded.
So i shall stop here.
& lastly i hoped that end of year we will have another chalet :D
I hoped its gna be fun again :D

2008-06-01T19:52:00.002+08:00

Today is Me and Dominic 1st Month :D
Woke up at 9.15am and was supposed to meet him at 10
But he 9.46 then told me he just wake up x.x
Zhu tou :D
Was requested by him to dress in tube, short and boots :D
From top to bottom is white except for the boots .

So met Dar at 10.45 @ Hougang Control Station .
Trained to Ps and bought tickets :D
Went walking around the mall as there's still half an hour left .
Watched Accuracy Of Death .
Freaking funny and nice
& the main actor Takeshi Kaneshiro is freaking CUTE :D
Ahaaa , i like him (:
He shall be my 2nd idol that i like :D
I recommend your to watch .
You might not understand the story in the beginning
But the whole story actually links together :D
I certainly loved the song titled Sunny Day by Kazue Fujiki :D

After movie was around 3 , so trained to bugis as we intend to take neoprints :D
We wasn't that familiar with those machines.
So was quite dumb eh .
Didn't know what to choose etc .
We even went to the wrong machine to decorate the pictures
& when we finally knew it was at the other side of the machine .
Time up for choosing the pictures ; like wth -.-
Those pictures that i doesn't look good in it .
Decorate it and stuff :D
Then bused to kovan to eat dinner @ White Tangerine(:
Was sleeping on the bus and Dar said i had some sudden jump or whatever its call .
& i had it 5 / 6 times lar .
Damn stupid and Embrassing .
Ate dinner at 4.30 ; damn early but im hungry :D
So yeah ordered Black Pepper Chicken Steak ; Student meal :D
Chitchatted and after that ate Chocolate Fondue :D
Woots damn delicious and cheaper than Swensens .
It only cost for 7.50 :D

After eating decided to go home(:
& the time was still quite early so took bus 113 .
It traveled from Kovan to Hougang Ave 1 then back to Hougang Interchange .
Hahas , we had nothing better to do .
So took a longer bus ride rather than 112 :D
Took some pictures on the bus too
Dar walked me back home and chitchatted again(:

My Parents will be back tomorrow night
Yaye , I missed them :D
But i get to on the aircon in their room
So i can sleep on the big big bed :D
Wooots(:
Pictures will be uploaded in the next post then
Kinda Lazy :D

& Finally HAPPY 1ST MONTH ; DAR :D

2008-05-31T17:27:00.004+08:00

Fallen in the dark pit .
Where there is only myself .
Nobody in there ever understood me well .

Seriously i loathe going for band .
Its due to friendships problems ?
Even though , in band i have Shumei and her Clique .
But im not close with them .
I seldom talk to them either , its seems that im not friendly .
But main reason was that im those kind that is not open .
Which leads me to having no close friend except for Shumei , Sookchin and Claudia .
Sometimes i would talk to Claudia but sometimes i don't .
I know i have been skipping band very often .
But Nobody actually know why did i skip so many times .
I don't like to be left out alone , i Loathe that feeling .
I wasn't my ownself when im in band .
The true of myself is hyper, active and talkative .
But im not when im with the bandmates .

I don't feel right .
Sometimes , i regretted joining the cca .
People say band is fun .
But i don't feel so .
Because they are socialize .
Im not .
Only Sookchin is my closest friend .
Because i will talk to her normally likewise .
Shumei too , but not that open yet .
But, In band nobody ever seen me hyper or talkative before
Except Sookchin.
i know maybe partly is my fault as i didn't went to socialize with the people .

2 years ago , when im still a sec 1 kiddo .
I tend to skip band frequently due to this situation too .
But Allison helped me out and solved the problem .
I joined Shumei and her Clique .
But till today , its seems as if im still alone .
The problems happened 2 years ago are resumed back once again .
Last time i skipped band because of this .
And once again i skipped likewise .
Maybe your people may think this is just an excuse
You all got your own friends .
Some happened to come from the same class.
but how about me ?
I don't have someone that is the closest to me .
Non of my classmates is in band too .
The feeling is soo ridiculous i don't know how am i going to explain .
I Hated going band .
Because i don't wanna be left out or what .
Next year , My Batch sec 4s people are going to graduate .
Im the only on in the batch that is going to stay for another year .

I have been going through ups and down in band .
FUN is what people currently felt.
LONELINESS is what i felt.

Even if bandmates like you happened to read my blog .
& Miracles happened that the problem is solved .
I tell ya .
Its not gonna be solved easily .
Unless , i did really find someone who i can be much more open with .

But i still remember, i had a great memories in KL .
Where i did really become my true self with Sookchin .
Laughed and went crazy with her on the bus .
Took lot of crazy images together .
& in the hotel room .
Took crazy photos with Jasmine and Claire too .
That the only time, i felt happy and satisfied.
That i finally let myself out .
To be who i am, the crazy and talkative person .

& sorry sookchin .
I skipped band and left you alone .
I know its my fault .
But i can't help it .

I know sometimes band seems fun .
But, after all
Nobody can share the fun with me .
All i need to do now is to suffer for another 2 years with the kind of feelings im having

I guess non of the bandmates would read this either .
Im just posting for the sake of myself .

2008-05-17T22:53:00.003+08:00

Memories are gonna be kept in my heart .
Its untold :D
Every lill images of the daily life with people you loved are so significant .
Especially with the people of my family :D
The Maginificence 17

Didn't turn up for band due to House warming for my brother
Finish it at 11pm, still got 3 more hours till 2.30 sia x.x
So went to find Cookie @ hougang mall at 12.45.
But i was late , Sorry :X
She bought a bottle @ minitoons ; Damn nice :D
Spongebob , I Like the color ; white and yellow :D
Then went searching for a hook that is suitable for climbing mountain one .
In the end , bought one that look damn weird x.x
Sirui came and meet us at Cookie's house downstair .
Bought tibits too :D
Went up , waited for Cookie to change and pack her stuff.
& we went looking for her Camp tee shirt .
Finding every part of her house .
In the end , we saw it at her sister's room .
we went screaming away because we finally found it .
Bused to hougang , Sirui was supposed to pay her bills .
But she didn't bring it , so went to buy some stuff
Then went to Control Station and meet them .

All girls wore Sec 2 camp tee :D
So nice sia , 7 people with the orange shirt .
Trained to Habourfront .
Queued for the Monorail and the admission ticket
3bucks :D
Quite cheap :D
So waited for Charlyn to come
& we trained to sentosa :D
Went to Siloso beach .
Played volleyball awhile & soon decided to give up .
Don't know how to play lar .
So went down to play the water.
& the water is damn salty x.x
Played Dare or Dare .
Emma was the first to do punishment.
Followed by Dar , Brendan , Me, Sirui and Suyu :D
Was so fun lar .
But they want Dominic and me to stupid things .
Like Ask Dar to piggyback me .
Ask him to shout Munyee i love you .
& bury me in the sand like what we did to suyu :D
Ahaaaa. Sirui and brendan also had the same situation too :D
So after all , it was fun :D

Poor Anselm alone taking care of our belongings .
Sorry eh , pangseh you :X
Went to buy icecream eat :D
Cookie and Cream with Chocolate marshmallow ?
I not sure alr :X
Shared with Dar :D
After that , slacked awhile then went to bathe .
The Queue was freaking long x.x
Even though we are the No. 9 in the queue
But the people inside took their own sweet time bathing lar .
Only had 4 bathrooms .
& we were right .
We had to spend watching the sunset in the toilet.
So sad man ]:
& we are good residents :D
Me and Cookie bathed together while Sirui and Emma .
Because we wanted to bathe as fast as possible .
& with Cookie is so fun .
we keep talking and laughing loudly.
Even though we went in earlier than Sirui and Emma.
But they finish faster than us x.x
hahas , Doing things with Cookie is so fun :D
I Love Her x3

Took some picture at the beach :D
Is with Josephine right now.
& everybody wore the Family tee :D
Ah is so freaking nice .
Sadly we didn't take family photo , as Dorothy isn't there .
So we went to Vivo for dinner at superdog .
Minqi , Samuel , Josephine and Andrew went kopitiam to eat.
while the rest ate superdog .
The fish and chips are nice :D
The rest went off at 9
While me and dar slowly eat and went off around 9plus .
Trained and bused home.
Chatted alot along the way :D
I Love Dar x3
He sent me till nearby my house.
He thought something might happened to me at the void deck .
So he was watching me till i wait for the lift and he called me :D
Ahahaha , thanks Dar x3
yups and came home :D

Today was so fun :D
Shall planned more Family outings .
& this time , there must be more people going for it.
& i feel that we should have a Family Fund .
It shall named as Magnificence Fund .
Every Month , 1 person donate $1 into it :D
So 17 bucks a month .
But then .
Maybe Every odd week , 1 buck better .
Because 17 bucks might not be enough eh ?
Not sure :D
Shall discuss with other people too :D
& next time Must take Family photo already .
& i loved to be the planning committee :D
Plan stuffs for the family .
I Love The Magnificence 17 x3

2008-05-16T21:17:00.003+08:00

Rainbow is a mystic thing
Where it appears after the rain :D

School was per normal :D
& wth , i had to go for PTM sia because i got 25 points for N' level.
Even though i got 60.5% for overall , sians x.x
Went to Hall for morning assembly .
Didn't concentrate in the talk was sleeping away .
Damn tired because chatted with dar on phone last night
1st lesson was Chemistry , did some corrections .
Then was English , it was like a free period chatting away .
Recess was right after that .
Then was Chinese and POA.
Sit with dar dar .
Keep poking him non stop .
Ahaaa sitting with dar is so fun :D
I Love him x3

After school , went to potong pasir meet charlyn to collect the Family Tee :D
Finally its done !
Woots :D
I Love the shirt design :D
So tomorrow will be wearing it at sentosa !
After that , went to dar house .
Trained to punggol , waited for the LRT for 10 mins to operate .
Played 2 rounds of audi while dar go bathe
Then watched horror movie :D
Held onto dar hand , although the show wasn't scary at all
But it was damn disgusting .
Around 4.40 , left dar's house and bused to Punggol Plaza.
Bought Oreo Crush and walked around the mall .
After that Bused again to Hougang mall .
Because dar say want buy couple keychain :D
While waitting for the bus took some pictures :D

After that , around 6 was about to leave hg mall .
Saw Sirui and Brendan at mac :D
So went in , sit for a few mins and went off .

Tomorrow there's band .
But im not into it !
Im more interested in our FAMILY TRIP :D
The Magnificence 17 :D
Going to Sentosa ler !
Finally , there's a family trip .
Although Dorothy, Kenn ,Freesia , Siti and Geraldine couldn't make it .
So going to meet them at 2.30 @ hougang Control Station .
Then shall go Sentosa till night time :D
& had our Family Dinner :D
Wooots !
I can't wait for tomorrow
Hoped the time will pass fast during band time :D

I Love Dar Forever x3

Dar blur blur one xD He still don't know i take him .

You are my Love :D

Wearing Dar's Specs ; look like teacher sia x.x & Dar extra hand :D

I love this Picture very much :D
I Love you x3

2008-05-14T21:09:00.002+08:00

Everything had changed .
Emo is my closest friend .
I can't afford to lose you ]:

Today was a total disastrous day for me .
Early morning .
Something happened , which is all because of my stupid messages i send to him .
I don't know why did i send it .
I hurt him .
I regretted it .
At First he said he wanted a break [ which he didn't say clearly ]
i thought it was a truly break kind .
i was heartbroken and at lost.
was stunned for a moment , where my mind is completely blank .
But in the end , he said he wanted a breather .
Maybe we are too close .

I was much more relieve and i really found out that i can't stand to lose you .
Even though i said something hurting in the message .
But i wish its the opposite means of the meaning .
i can't possibly wants to lose you anymore .
Im so afraid after this incident , our relationship will become worse
As in we won't be so close already .
I don't want it .
Sms you just now around 8plus
you didn't replied & i had my stupid thinkings
to think that you don't want to talk to me for a moment as you said you wanna a breather.
I don't know is it true .
Maybe its really not true as you can't message anymore , but i don't know .
I missed talking to you on the phone .
i want to talk to you .

The other thing very saddening is my results .
All the marks are just border line .
Those papers i am very confidence in didn't bring any good news to me.
I did badly for all subjects .
The only thing im happy is that i passed my maths even though its border line .
But i feel so sad and angry at myself .
Why didn't i study hard ?
I was very upset with my chinese.
No matter how i determined that i can score high for my compo .
Mdm Png still just give me a passing mark .
Full of red inks everywhere .
I was really very sad .
I know there's no point for me to cry on this things as i didn't studied .
Serves me Right .
All i can do now is , Strive and work hard from now till EOY .
Get top 10 .
Make a big jump for my score .
I Must get top 10 .
Show to Dominic's Mother .

When things are gone , there's no point for you to cry over it .
I will always regret on the thing i did .
No matter what , i still won't learn my lesson .
I don't know why .
I Don't want to lose you .
I really hoped you could be with me .
Even though in the message i wrote that..
But i didn't mean that way .
I want to know you more.
Understand of your thinkings , world etc .
But can you allow me to know more ?
I want the relationship not to end so fast .
I know currently our relationship aint stable at all .
Its so Fragile .
I just wish we could last
& Stay close and closer more bit by bit .
If you could give me another chance .
I will really treasure it .

2008-05-12T22:29:00.002+08:00

Grab me tight and never let me go
because you are just like the stars in the skies .

Today got back some of our test papers .
I failed my physics paper > :(
feel like crying out in class because was thinking about something else :X
Was not really satisfied with my current marks for maths , Poa and physics.
Rawr !
i only feel happy for my social studies 36 / 50 :D
But sadly i guess i can't get top 10 already due to my low marks :(

After school didn't went for band .
Went Cip session at SPCA :D
the dogs there are damn cute :DDDD
Especially the Siberian Husky <3> :(
Then i keep shooting rubber band at him , then piak each other .
LOl dar is bian tai eh :D
yups .
Then Later played dj max with dar dar .
2 person with 1 psp eh ; style right ? xD
Hahas , I Love Dar .
I don't know what to write liao x.x

2008-05-11T22:44:00.006+08:00

Taste the colorful radiant of Love

Alright once again i am back to posting .
Didn't went for tuition this morning
So i was stuck at home for the entire afternoon using com, Psp and Sleep :D
Went to sleep at 1.30 and woke up at 4.
Around 4.30 went to bathe and went out to meet Charlyn and Cookie at Kovan Lan :D
Played 1 hr of Lan till 6.30 then trained to compass .
Met up with Minqi and went to eat Mosburger :D
The fish burger is super delicious ; { Okay i didn't manage to eat Mosburger before} :X
After that went walking around the mall .

Went to Best , Minitoons & finally Kiddy Palace.
Looked at kiddy clothes and stuff :D
We kind of jealous those outfits of the kids.
Me and Charlyn managed to try out those small shoes :D
& our size is 37 , it means our feets are small to fit into theirs kiddy shoes :D
Oh and we intend to buy one baby outfits for Mdm Ho to her newborn baby .
Its in a packaging with clothes etc.
Damn cute :D
We saw those little gown that is wear by small girls .
So me and Charlyn decided to try out whether could it fit into us.
& indeed it fits in :D
We even took a photo of it.
Minqi and cookie pangseh us as they saw the person in charge waiting outside the fitting room
Luckily the person didn't say much , just said are we playing a fool in there or what.
ROFL x.x
After that trained back to hougang , while Charlyn go to kovan & Minqi bused back home :D

All these seems so artificial when thing starts to change
The creation of this Eternal Love .
Its unbelievable as things don't last long.
Its depend on Fate whether am i fated or not.
But you are the one who make me to believe in it.
Your Smile makes me rejoice.
Your love touches me to love you.
The light of eternal leads into my life.
I Love You .

The Little Shoes that me and charlyn tried on ; size 37 eh :D

Monkey ; Sirui . Cute rights ? :D

Charlyn and Me with the Little girls gown.

Cookie , Me and Charlyn :D

2008-05-11T11:19:00.003+08:00

Yesterday morning didn't went for band due to Diarrhoea x.x
was better when i ate finish my breakfast.
Then in the afternoon, went plaza sing with Dar :D
Bought the movie tickets and we had 1.5 hrs before the show start
so went walking up and down around the shopping mall ; ROFL .
watched Speed Racer :D
Quite a nice show , but the graphic abit too exaggerating .
The hall made my hand freaking cold x.x
Luckily got dar :D
He warm me with his hand ; thanks :D

After that decided to train to punggol then take bus to pasir ris .
Told Dar to look out for his mom maybe we might take the same train as her.
He don't want listen , say it won't happened.
In the end , we alight at punggol .
Suddenly we saw his mom lar ; ROFL .
I was down there quite embrassed x.x
Then feel like laughing out lor :X
was still thinking what would his mom ask him .
After that took bus 3 to downtown east.
Thought the shopping mall would look fabulous with many shops.
But in the end , i find it very boring lar .
So lill shops , then went to eat mac for dinner :D

Left there about 6.30 , bused back to punggol as we wanna go kovan :D
So again took bus 3 then transfer to 136 :D
Wanted to sleep in the bus , but couldn't -.-
Reached there , wanted to play pool but no white ball .
So went walk around then went to bowling there.
Slacked till 8.15 , then i want go back home :D
So Dar accompanied me, took some photos too :D
On the bus , found out dar actually is afraid of tickles !
So i keep poking him :D
Its so fun , gonna bully him tomorrow.
Muahahaha :D

Today woke up at 9.30 ; thought my mom got cook breakfast but didn't lar x.x
went out eat , came home.
had a bad stomachache ><>

2008-05-08T21:08:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow marks the end of the exam :D
Actually i can have great fun during the weekends on saturday .
But today had the announcement that there's band this saturday
Straight away got dulan lar.
Pissed off man , was suppose to enjoy my free time during this coming sat.
stupid cca spoiled my mood etc.
I hate it lar , wtf man x.x
Don't care anymore .
Lets continue with what happened today :D

Had CL listening after that went back home to bathe and changed
then met Cookie, Sirui and Dar @ hg control station & train-ed to potong pasir meet charlyn :D
Went there to decide on our Fam tee ; the designs etc.
So we decided to go down again to confirm with it on 24 May.
After that slacked at potong pasir bus stop since it was raining heavily.
& also wait for the people to come and meet us
This is the 1st time so many people going out together.
As in our family, so nice of it :D
Especially Geraldine !
Finally she went out with us .
In total , there are 11 people :D
Bus-ed to AMK hub , waited for people etc .
While the guys went Mosburger for lunch .
We went strolling around the mall .
Going from the bottom till the top.
Me, Sirui and Geraldine went ki siao at the back .
Laughing and making a fool out of ourself, but was fun ehs .
After that the guys went to arcade , so we went shopped around again .
Sibei sians , then something happened lar.
Don't wish to say here.
Got chua tio at mac because of that person lar.
But quite fcked up about this too , kept talking about this matter.
Aye, sua lar don't even want to have more taiji .
So all diam diam , but all of us seriously got chua tio x.x

After that Dar dar went back home as he having tuition
So we went to Deyi sec there, slacked around & played Zhong Ji Mi Ma.
Josephine, Sirui and Charlyn kena tio punishment . Do stupid stuff ; ROFL .
Then sibei sians so intend to go kovan and play pool
On the way thr , slept in bus & thanks josephine.
Because she thinks i keep knocking my head on the glass will feel pain
So she puts her hand there ; I Love Xiaoma :D
Ohyeah ! today she is damn chio lar :D
went Icez pool , the guys played pool while we had our girl talks .
Around 6.30, all girls left except charlyn .
Hms , sorry eh .
Speaks alot of crude words and broken english :X

Just now accompanied my mom go visit my brother's new house.
I Don't like his house man !
I mean his new house is nice yeah .
I Like his Kitchen so nice :D
But his corridor is freaking scary .
No Lights at all , my mom suddenly on the torchlight.
I chua tio lar x.x
& his neighbour is super super quiet.
I guess nobody at home and my mind went wild.
Stupid imaginations came upon my mind .
Lol , yeah im stupid right ?
Then on the way back.
Saw some commotion under my blk .
The passerby was a lady and she was down there complaining.
She said she almost kena killed by the baby pram lar
As she just happened to raise her head up , she saw the baby pram dropped down from upstairs.
& she quickly called the police.
She said this thing must call the police and blablabla.
But seriously this might kill her sia.
The big baby pram dropped from 13 floor.
Exactly the last floor, x.x
Then she was down there waiting for the police to come and investigate about it .

So tomorrow going school for Oral > :(
Then around noon , gonna meet up cookie and we shall go Dar house .
Woots :D
Alright.
Nothing to blog much more.

2008-05-07T20:37:00.002+08:00

Finally Exams are going to be over soon :D
Tomorrow is Listening Compre & Friday is Chinese Oral .
Damn it , why must they put the oral on friday > :(
But nevermind.
I can start having my fun right now , wooots :D
Already planned out where am i going for the next few weeks.
Im so packed during the weekends .

This week :D
Tomorrow - Check out Chalet stuff with the Clique & Make Family Tee
Friday - Going over to Dar dar house , He playing Qing Fei De Yi . Woots I Love him :D
Saturday - Going out with Dar dar to watch movie
Sunday - Watch Dar Dar Performance at Sengkang CC

Next Week :D
Monday - Going to SPCA for Cip session :D
Thursday - KBOX with theFONTY
Saturday - Going Sentosa with the Clique [ Hoped the Whole family will go]
Sunday - Going to IKEA with Dajie and Cookie.

I am So packed lar.
Everything im doing needs money .
Gosh , My money would just PROOF & will be gone .
So English paper today was quite okay
Wasn't that diffcult .
After the paper , Dar dar came my house & audi-ed while i went to bathe .
Then met suyu and bus-ed to marine parade for her dentist :D
Went to walk around with dar while waitting for suyu .
After that bus-ed to Suntec & find Charlyn .
Actually today was suppose to go East Coast Park . But in the end we didn't .
Went to the Esplande Rooftop & the library to slack .
Was discussing about our Family tee and we decided to go Potong Pasir for the Fam tee.
Slept on the bus , was super tired.
Leaned on dar dar shoulder :X
Ohyeah ! Dar dar was super Suay today .
Something happened to him not long after we just alighted the bus at marine parade.
Which make me and Cookie laughed like some insane girls.
Rofl , but better don't say make dar xia suay :X

Okay back to what i was saying just now
Went to a shop & the tee was quite nice.
You can choose any brand or colour for the shirt.
We wanted to choose Adidas but quite expensive , 33 bucks x.x
Our school got 2 class tees was made by the shop too .
Coool :D
So we intend to discuss at home and redraw the design again.
& discuss tomorrow whether to buy at where.
After that walked to Charlyn's house.
On the way we saw Low siow boon at potong pasir Mrt de bus stop x.x
Then Something happened to me lar.
So suay x.x
Because we happened to walk pass one blk where the 1st floor already have people living in it.
Me and Cookie was walking behind and suddenly we stop outside one house to talk.
Out of the blue , one stupid dog barked.
Me and Cookie screamed & jumped
She stepped my toes and slipper & Tadaaa.
My slipper the line or something that is connected to the slipper broke x.x
Was limping all the way to charlyn's house.
& Total we screamed 3 times today due to some stupid living things.

The 2nd time was that we walked down the staircase.
I was near the railing and suddenly Cookie shouted and pulled me, So i shouted too.
All due to the Stupid MIMI [ Ants ]
Rawr , Red Mimi .
Damn it.
3rd time was a stupid flying insects suddenly flied towards me and cookie.
So we shouted again x.x
But it determine we are sisters sia :D
We would scream on the same time , hahas my buddy is really my best bud :D
I Love her for who she is :D
So Charlyn lend me her slippers to wear , thanks her.
Went to her house swimming pool . At 1st we were only suppose to go put our legs into the water for some fun .
Suddenly Cookie ask me to splash water on Charlyn & we started to splash at everyone.
In the end , the 3 of us were wet.
Especially Me and Cookie. All thanks to Charlyn :D
She pushed Cookie down the water and so Cookie said i am not wet at all .
So the both of them pulled me down & prooof im wet like hell x.x
We wanted to pull Charlyn down too but she ran away .
So in the end , Charlyn borrowed her shirt and shorts for us .
Thanks eh :D
Around 6 we bus-ed back home ler .

Alright a long long post alr.
Gotta call Cookie to chat already (:

2008-05-01T00:28:00.002+08:00

O1O5O8 ; 12:11am
Dominic Tan Jun Peng is mine :D
I Love You Dar x3

& lastly thanks Cookie and all peeps for the support xD

2008-04-28T22:36:00.003+08:00

Today school was per normal :D
Teacher didn't really teached alot today too.
Hms ohyeah got back chinese Ca marks.
& wth .
Highest is just 63 only which is Minqi :D
Even 3 faith highest is still 72 at least an A2.
Stupid Mdm Png.
Why must your standard be so high .
Every Letter writting must give so low marks.
wth just merely a pass?
Is our standard that not up to yours?
I don't want you to mark our mid-year paper.
Guess i won't score well anymore because of the way she marks.
But at least i need an A !
If not im gonna get a scolding from my mom .

Tomorrow is Chinese paper already.
& its gonna be in the hall.
First time sia & teacher said it gna be cold .
& Dominic borrowing me his jacket.
Hehs xie xie <3

Even though exam is just tomorrow.
But just now still played audition with Sirui , Dar and Suyu.
hahas was fun & im addicted already.
Wna earn more dens then can buy couple teee with Dar :D
I can't wait for us to marry sia , don't know why :X
Need to get my brain working for awhile .
Hehs & I Love Dar <3

2008-04-27T22:32:00.010+08:00

9 hearts , Ahkor and Me :D

SynchroPerfect , Loved Ahkor :D

whoops 11 hearts :X

Tadaaaa ! We are Couple , 270408 :D

Tio own by Ahkor, Lol

BESTIE AND ME :D

Ahkor , Me and Bestie :D

Me look so weird -.-

the 3 siblings :D

BESTIE ! I LOVE HER x3

Mei , Mei and Kor :D

Camwhoring with bestie is the best :D

Ahkor playing com , bestie talking away

The photography skills :D

The Hyper kias

Super women :D

Trying to be a Monkeh

& Tada! Bestie said i really look like monkeh ler.

We look so pale :X

Bleahhs :X

Some silly actions , Lol

The Ruffles Lady :D

Ruffles Bestie and ME . Taadaaa

I wanna burst out laughing already .

Pappppy :D

Bestie Face is cut half.

I Love this picture alot x3

Speaks and See no evil

They really do mug eh? :D

They are serious but im not

Ahaaaa caught you ahkor.

Serious sia , mai siao siao :D

The piggy Bestie

Twist ! Taken Last week by Bestie :D

The Instant noodle cooked by Bestie and ME

BESTIE ! I Love Her

Ahkor ! :D

The world turns Black and White

Getting a little smile which lightens the day .

The Past and Memories

Laobei's Serious looks

Laobei seriously look like MONKEH :D

2008-04-27T21:56:00.002+08:00

Finally im posting and people are nagging at me to update so yeah.
Happy people ? :D
yups.
Recently had been mugging with Dominic, Bestie and Sirui .

Yesterday Dom and Bestie came my house and muggggg :D
Met suyu @ opp. school bus stop then went to shop and save to buy some stuff
& decided to cook porridge for Dominic since he is sick
Had a great fun with Bestie .
Cooking with her is so fun lar.
Screaming here and there , because of some silly stuff we did
Me and Bestie is the 1st time cooking porridge sia.
Mostly we cook Instant noodle
Ahkor must Thanks us :DDD

Bestie ! Next time cook together again.
Although the porridge tasted quite tasteless
but then still can be eaten already quite goood(:

Then Studied Maths.
& Camwhores at the end of the day :D
Finally Bestie had a great hair day and promised to take with me :D
I Love Her <3
Around 5 , we went to kovan .
Bought Mcflurry & its so delicious :D
Thanks josephine for giving us so much coookieeee.
Then went look for Andrew and Brendan at paya lebar cc.
Watch them play a few rounds of pool
Then Bestie , Me and Kor went off.
Waited for Kor's parent come fetch him
Because we wna see what brand is his dad car , ROFL :X
Then we spotted one white insect
& we screamed at the point we saw it -.-

After that Bestie Pei-ed me buy dinner then bus-ed back home already.
Wanted to play audition with them but then brother off-ed the net alr.
At night , i couldn't sleep lar don't know why.
Sms-ed Bestie and Kor all the way till 1.30
Bestie sms halfway fall asleep already so left me with kor
Then Kor called me and chatted till around 2.20 and went charged phone
Because talk dao bo battery .
Charged abit then called him back again and chatted till around 4 :D
Ahkor is funny lar , keep singing elmo song.

For today , morning don't feel like waking up
Because only had 4 hours of sleep, Lol :X
At 11 , went for tuition .
After that met Bestie and went to buy some stuff .
Came home & Daddy on the aircon in the living rooom.
He don't allow me on it in my room lo .
RAWR i waaant :X
Mugged Physics and Maths today .
& i realised we can only mugged with each other.
Not more than 2 if not we wont concentrate , ROFL.
Around 5plus then knew i had to settle dinner myself.
& sadly Bestie need go home eat dinner.
So asked Kor wanna pei me & he did :D
Xie xie ni :D
Played dance online while waitting for kor to come.
Then around 6.30 went eat chicken rice .
Ahkor like siao eat so fast one lo .
Unlike me eat very slow because too dry liao :X
then very difficult to swallow.
& ahkor Bian tai one
Look at me when im eating -.-
Don't think i don't know u looking hor, me got super eyes one okay ? :D
Then he pei-ed me back home.
thanks for pei-ing me eat dinner , pay for my dinner and send me home :D

Exams is just the day after tomorrow.
& i don't have the mood to study yet.
%$&$@%#$%@$# , Im gonna die liao
& im getting abit addicted to audition again.
Played With Bestie and Ahkor just now.
& i coupled with Ahkor :D
11 hearts lei ! hahas
Time for pictures <3

2008-04-17T21:57:00.002+08:00

Today Suyu didn't come to school.
Rawr i missed her :D
Lessons was per normal .
During Pe , had to retest my sit and reach
& i passed by 1 cm :DDDDD
yaye , finally i passed it -.-
Ohyeah Josephine hoped you get well soon :D
More and more people are going to be sick soon :/

After school , went compass point with theClique as Kenn wanna buy earstick .
After buying the stuffs we had nowhere to go as the guy are going back to school.
So me, Minqi and Sirui decided to go Dominic's house :D
& i first time take LRT lar , so xiasuey lo -.-
His house is so neat and tidy lar :D
&& he lived at floor 17 which is woah super high.
You jumped down the building 100percent confirm die one :/
Oh & his brother has a cute elmo :D
Then that Minqi keep using one of the soft toy to hit my head till very messy ; walao -.-
Played Psp all the while with sirui .
Around 5 we left his house because his father coming back home soon.
Minqi and Sirui took bus 62 home .
Thanks Dominic for pei-ing me to wait for the bus && lending me your psp ^^

This weekend gonna be so pack already .
Neeed to study !
Exam is like 12 more days left & i havent even touch on any subjects .
So Saturday gonna go mug with Suyu and Sirui
Sunday gonna mug with Dominic :D
& we playing pool toooo .
Ahahaaa can't wait for the weekend to come sooon(:
Guess i need to go.
Thats all :DD
Im so dead tired , Rawr

2008-04-16T22:29:00.002+08:00

After knowing that almost all guys are quitting the family soon.
Felt so depressed .
First the family was created by 4 girls which is Me, Freesia , Sirui and Minqi
Now if they quit .
Guess its gonna end by 4 girls again but the different is Freesia changed to Suyu .
Was feeeling quite down lar.
Its like why would this day happened?
Because of Person A.
All the guys are quitting.
If they really gonna quit.
Then Chalet would gonna be the last 3 days where the family gonna gather together .
& then it would end .
You know its gonna be sad to end such a big family where Laughters and Sorrows are found everywhere .
I just hoped that if one day it really happens .
We could still be like what we are today , After school go out together.
& Lastly i just wish that during chalet .
We can take our family photo .
That my last wish for the family.
We wanted to take it ever since last year but we couldn't find the correct timing to do it.
The Family tee gonna be the last item from the family.

Waaaahs .
Wondered why must this thing happened?
Very fucked up .
Nvm .
The guys wanna quit jiu quit.
I also cannot force them not to quit or what.
i just hoped that they will still stay in the family .

2008-04-15T21:38:00.005+08:00

First Part of the day i was Emo .
Because of some Incident that happened .
It make me keep thinking alot of things which i couldn't endure anymore.
And i cry out before Math lesson starts.
Went toilet with Suyu and she comforted and talked things out to me.
Which make my mind clearer.
Suyu this post is specially wrote for you .
I don't know how much thanks am i going to say to you .
But Thanks alot.
& is really alot.

If there wasn't you , i don't know what might happen .
It was you , who will be always there for me whenever Im High or Low .
Sometimes i gave you attitude and im sorry .
But thanks for being there for me.
Thanks for the Comfort and the advice.
You made my mind clearer.
You were the only one who understand me the most.
Whenever im feeling down or feel like crying.
The first person i would find is you .
You will surely sense that somethings wrong before i even start crying.
& you will give me advice which certainly make me think alot.
Other people who gave me advice would make me think even more tougher .
But only yours which make me decided on whether what to do .
Those Happy and Sad moments that we shared are forever kept untold .
I Love you alot my Sister.
You are my bestest friend :D
Even though sometimes i got angry with you because somethings and affect our sisterships.
But i hoped Bygones gonna be bygones.
Thanks for your precious time to be my listening ear.
Hear all my sorrows .
You are just so different from other people .
When people know Im crying , their first reaction is Don't Cry .
But you are the opposite , you would ask me to cry and cry till i have enough .
It would make me feel better & its true.
You would purposely go cry if people ask you not to do it.
I will remember your words whenever im at a point where i have to make a decision which would affect to my future.

' Choose the route that you are happy with and feel at ease , Don't choose the one that you could suffer alot from unhappiness which you might be crying everyday because of this . '
Hurting one person is better than two .
I would rather choose the route im happy with rather than making myself suffer from depression.
By the time i realised i choosed the wrong one and i felt so stressed up .
I would be crying over the phone with Suyu , but i had already make the decision.
Crying can't help to solve the problem And Suyu won't have anything to say anymore .
I can't blame her if it really happened because at first i was the one who make up the decision.
I learned my lesson from last time , which i made one decision within 2 mins .
Which make me suffered like hell and crying on the phone .

If i happened to choose the wrong one , then it would be my greatest mistake i ever made.
What the point of forcing myself to do the things i don't like .
And so i made the decision already .
If one day .
The Same thing that happened last time really occur again.
I would accept the fact .
And i will be strong , at most i cry for one day and everything would be back to normal
Other than making myself suffer forever :D

So Thanks Suyu .
I hoped after you read this , our sisterships would increase even more.
You are the only one who understands me the most .
I Love You ; My Bestest Friend(:

& thanks Charlyn for helping out with my blog template.
I Love You too ; My 2nd best friend (:

2008-04-12T22:35:00.002+08:00

Today was Oh So Fun :D
Woked up at 6.45 , prepared myself and went to Chinatown to eat breakfast.
Went to sao mu :D
Wasn't that much close to my cousins already .
Didn't talk much like how last time we were .
& i dropped my phone today on a rough surface TT
All the while was quite sians .
So decided to ask whether Charlyn going to Queenstown .
Then jio out Sirui , Suyu and Brendan .

Trained to Serangoon to meet them up then took bus 153 to Queestown .
On the way there , we talked , Laughed and Camwhored :D
Make stupid faces lar. haha
Reached there , went to eat katong laksa with Charlyn .
While the rest go find the print tee de shop :D
1 tee cost 20bucks with the printed design etc on it.
Quite cheap already :D
Then we were separated with Sirui and Brendan .
Because today was their 5th Anniversary :D
Congrats !
So they need to have their own world .
We went to Ikea :D
Went there .
Took damn damn lots of pictures lar.
Added together is around 100plus pictures.
Like siao like that.
Alot of people watching us but we don't care continue to take.

After Camwhoring in ikea , we went buy the Hotdog bun eat .
veh yummy lo :D
then we went opposite the shopping because Suyu want buy egg.
Go the the cold storage there
Bought alot of tibits !
& we intend to save money by eating bread every recess !
Muahhaha :D
Me and Charlyn gna make bread .
Each of us take turn to make.
we help suyu make too :D
Save money leis !
& also can Jian Fei :D
yups .
Around 6.55 then we left Queenstown.
Bused home and borrowed money from charlyn because need buy dinner.
Xie xie ni ar :D
Then ate dinner ler now jiu blog :D
Pictures in the next post :DDD

2008-04-12T21:37:00.004+08:00

Dont shy shy ! Dalaopo ^^

Ahhaa. Gotcha you :D

Animals stuff toys ! Those are animals that are in the family :D

DaLaopo , Laogong and XiaoLaopo ^^

Our Lollipop , Ionic Bonding. watermelon Bonding with Cola flavour ^^

Kiss Kiss ! Muacks . Laogong and Dalaopo

Laogong dun shy ! :D

Choosing the rightful egg ; Be careful don't drop :D

YES ! Dalaopo , Piak Laogong butt ! gooood ^^

Kick Laogong . ahbish ! Lol

Wooooots. we gna gain FATS ! -.-

Yaye ! Laogong cute cute ^^

Laogong and Laopo Queuing for the Hotdog bun :D

Before we eat ! Its taste nice. YUMMY :D

CHEEERS ! ^^

Dalaopo promoting theEgg to Laogong ^^

Rawr ! The Dragon Vs TheKangaroooos

Toys Are Cute :D Rawr theDragon biting Laogong head.

Look something like binoculars , LOl

Lovely Couple :D

Not Lovely Couple ]: LOl

Kiddy Tent ! i can't go in further more -.-

Laogong is cute lar :D

Kangarooooo Jie and Mei x3

Horse Riding ! Woooo -.-

Ahah ! Messing around with Laogong's hair .

Spot our legs ? LOl and that extra price tag.

The Miracle Mirrror :D

Sunflowers are nice ! I Love this picture :D

Laogong like giving out certficates. I want her kneel dwn then give Dajie the flower :D So Lovely

Its hot and warm ! Jie is fanning :D Wooo in the toilet :D

LOL! we looked stupid. haha

Waaaa , her Mearsuring tape is the tie :D

Laopo cook for laogong. Laogong look at food and drooling. LOl

Haha , they are still babies :D Cute Lill ones !

Arts & Crafts ! Draw draw draw !

Smuacks ! Qing Wa Wang Zi .

Jie is opening the curtain .Tada ! bo window one -.-

Wa wa , mai siao siao . Look at how laogong sit , so scary Lol

Kangaroo Jie and the putty cat :D

Im Cooking egg! Swinging the pan ! swoosh -.-

Checking out the soup ! Cooking with the bag on . Style :D

First ! Pour out the things in the glasses

2nd , Pour the wine into the glasses

& lastly CHEERS :D

3 Sisters ! Da , Er and San Jie :D

Making my hair neater :D

Suyu in the office wor !

Beating the egg !

Ahaha ! The fridge is empty -.-

Just now she is pregnant. Now she give birth liao ! Patting her Imaginary baby ; Lol

Emo-ing de Kangaroooo Jie

Must be careful hor ! later the door kena pull out.

wooo. Romantic :D

opps Obscene . She using the kiddy toiletbowl lar. Cute Jie :D

Its The mirror reflection . Funky us :D

Scrubbing my back with the towel

TADA ! Charlyn new dress

wa wa laogong so guai ar? Studying sia .

Dustbin head monster and Charlyn . Knock Knock :D

Mirror Mirror on the wall , Who the fairest among all :D

Blink * Magic sia ! 3 Charlyn at a time :D

Ofmg ! She pregnant liao cos she vomiting right now. LOL

Hey hey ! Such a sweeeet couple :D

3 Monkeys ! Hooo Hoo hoooo

MS YAP teaching us new formula. the teacher sia . dun play play.

Ahaaa. Gotcha !

Kangaroo Mei and Jie :D

Promoting the Television :D

Found out im the shortest among them TT

Cheeers :D

Like want kiss kiss liao -.-

Like in someone house eating dinner

so nice to slp lo :D

Wooo hoo . got shuai ge har? why both face thr one.

Guaikia studying with imaginary pen and paper. LOL

Kangaroo Jie look so funny.

TWIST :D

ME ; Like an alien with 2 hands -.-

Suyu ; she can't stuff herself inside the thingy. too tall lar :D

Act coooool . laogong shuai shuai .

AHBISH ! punched laogong

Cute dog ; taken outside Ikea :D

Waaaa they les sia . LOL jkjk :/

Laogong cute cute ! HELLO !

2 Monkey Laobei :D

Wa tou pai ppl . bad bad

2 same actions wors ! nt bad :D

Making Fish Faces :D

Laogong like sleeping ; Char you got moustache ar? LOL

Finally the pictures are done.
More pictures in Charlyn blog
Go seee bah !
I got her link so check it out :D

2008-04-11T20:34:00.003+08:00

Had Emaths and Chemistry test
Ohwell , Maths was just fine .
Quite a simple test , i have confident i can score well :D
For Chemistry , i almost fell asleep during the test but overall it was still not bad .
Today kept touching each other chin lar.
Especially Charlyn one :D
After school , went to Charlyn's house and wait for her to change then bused to kovan :D
Was supposed to go kovan meet Minqi at 3.30
But we was late for half an hour? Lol

On the way there .
We talked about some stuffs .
Almost the same topic as yesterday :/
She asked me the same question as what Minqi had asked me before too .
Actually i don't intend to tell her the secret
but She is tooo clever .
She can read people expression .
She look at people's de eyes when they saw something and how they react.
So she can know what people is thinking.
This Clever Jie of mine , guess dao what was my secret .
I don't wanna say it to anyone de !
Want to keep it away from the person in the secret.
But i cannot confirm whether is the secret really true .
I had to ask myself because only me understand it the best .
Guess i really gonna think it carefully .
She was right , i surely would have a small lill feelings one
But then just that secret is preventing me from all this.
Just that particular thing , i had to decide from now on .
Ah i don't know .
Sirui and Minqi kept want me to tell them the secret
But sorry , i can't .
Unless another person is the same as Charlyn
Just by looking at me and notice every single moves of mine.
Then i would just say .
& Charlyn quickly open your blog lar , i wanna read :D

Gastric aint a goooood thing sia .
Its so painful
& ohyeah met 3 stupid girls today cans?
They are freaking irritating lar.
Its was their fault okays ?
We put our money there already and they still continue to play by preventing the ball to go through the hole .
Like wth can?
Whats their fcuking problem?
Then they go scold kenn first then later say i don't wanna talk to this kind of guy .
Wtf , is you start talking and now you say this stupid thing ?
Is Pool related to badminton ?
Stand there act ahlian kuan .
Huanlo lar .
Scold us for what? what your problem . give us attitude .
Walao eh.
Damn dulan with them lo .
Still say wna have a badminton match .
Then later ask them monday can play jiu bo reply back.
Humji -.-
Nevermind shall save my breath .

Alrights , sorry for those crude words .
Was quite angry with them lar :/
Okays that allll :D
Tmr going to Sao Mu .
So i gna meet up with my cousins
Ohyeah i won't be going band too :/

Its just a matter of what i felt when im with some people

2008-04-10T20:22:00.002+08:00

Like finally i get the time to change my blogskin .
People complained that they can't see my blog.
I guess is due to the faulty skin that i created .
So i changed it .
Today school was per normal but yet so fun :D
Had been fooling around with Sirui .
I was Hoo Hoo-ing with her :D
As she was the Monkey So there gonna be Monkey Language .
So i learn from her.
The whole day we are using Hoo Hoo to communicate .
You gonna watch it live then you would find it funny.
Seriously is damn funny lar.
During English lesson , we pretend we were calling each other.
Then she held my hand , then she Hoo Hoo
& i Hoo Hoo back LOL.
Me and Charlyn even threw a Monkey :D
I Love the one i draw , is super cute :D

Charlyn even asked me whether what sounds does Kangaroo make :D
After school, we all went home and Minqi came my house.
I changed and straightened hair while she played audition :D
2.25 we left the house and bused to kovan.
On the way to the bus stop .
We are talking about Person A .
Then slowly we linked to Person B and C .
On the bus , we are just talking about the 3 of them .
I guess i won't be saying the detail about it here.
Even if i wrote in small , invisible words you would still be able to see.
So yups :D
& seriously , no matter what my decision of choosing would still be Person C.
Only Minqi and Me know who is the A , B and C :D
And of course god knows about it too (:
Its all about making a decision .

Reached kovan went to Popular as Minqi wna buy assessment book .
Bought Sharkfin soup to Paya Lebar too :D
Met Suyu and Sirui at mac.
We Hoo hoo again :D
Play a few rounds of pool .
The first round , Samuel and Kenn keep disiao me lar.
So paiseh sia , i scared i played till very noob.
Then later miss ball , ask them don't see.
They still do some funny actions.
Then make fun of us .
Was so fun lar :D
Later me and sirui sat on the chair .
Almost fall down -.-
Then Me and Her start communicating with Hoo Hoo .
At first , Minqi ask me what time i going home.
I said don't know then i asked Sirui she said.
Hoo. Hoo . Hoo Hoo .
Then with the action of 12 and a half .
Then me replied Hooo Hooo ~
Just happened i turned my head. Kenn stared at us and laughed .
The other time was we using the phone.
Then she used it as if we were calling each other then she Hoo Hoo Hoo .
I said Hoooooo Hoo hoo ~
This time Samuel stared at us and everyone laughed .
Aye i said now is not funny.
You had to be at the scene then would be funny :D

Alrights , Today was a fun fun day with Hoo Hoo-ing.
Even now Sirui used Hoo Hoo to sms me :D
Funny us :D
I need to go study for my chemistry and maths test already :D

Hoo Hoo theMONKEHs :D

2008-04-08T21:57:00.007+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRENDAN DADDY :D
School was just fine .
Just that during lessons , i kept switching places except for English .
Switching from Ruwen's to Gregory's and to Andrew's place :D
Ohyeah class key was gone and we have to pay 20bucks if we don't find it by friday sia -.-
Before school ended , its was raining so heavily lar.
then we were worried that how are we going to get to kovan asap to buy the cake.
But luckily , the rain stopped so we bused there .
Bought the cake and the cream :D
Saw Claudia the chickadee ang too :D
Intend to go Brendan's house to celebrate his birthday .
But his dad was at home , so we had no choice but to go paya lebar .

The birthday bash was so funny lar .
Brendan's face was full with cream and he said he tasted sweet . LOL
After that we slacked at there till 5.30
Then the girls went to mac and slacked awhile then went home :D

While walking home , was thinking about some stuff .
Memories of the past.
I really missed them .
Don't know why suddenly i think of it.
Maybe because you finally talked to me already?
Then i felt those memories are back .

The times when i poked and bully you .
When me and Sirui sleepover at yourself .
The fun and memories are kept untold .
That day you and brendan accompanied me back home and came my house awhile .
Memories In school, At hougang mall mac , My house , your house.
Every Lill part where there me and you together with other friends.
Seriously.
Its fun.
Those periods are my happiest day
I can laugh nonstop and you can't stop making me happy .
At your house, the sleepover for 2 nights.
You took the pillow and hit me .
I had to chase you and hit you back .
When we are playing xbox , you made me laughed because i was stupid that i didn't realised you were behind me or what & you killed me .
It was fun .
But i also won't forget that specific day .
At Qiji , where i start to know that actually you are trying to hurt me .
That day , is when i cried very badly in my whole 14 years .
I was crying over the phone with Suyu and Brendan .
Crying for 3 hours and cutting myself because of you .
You even hurt me with your words .
& i was thinking so wildly that my mind is totally full of those happy moments which make me cry non stop.
I won't forget all those.
Which the next day . i saw you i feel like crying.
My eyes was so awfully swollen. Tiny weeny eyes .
It all determines that i truly like you .
But you like someone .
Which make me unable to forgive you for a few days .
You said you wanted to return me the hearts which i folded for you .
Without sleeping for nights, Without concentrating in class just to finish it before valentine.
I myself said you want burn you burn i don't want it back.
But then the truth is
My heart was broken .
You burned it .
Even now.
When i know you threw away the keychain i gave you and those burned hearts.
I felt heartbroken .
我的心很痛。
Just like needles poking through .
But you when you went to take back the keychain back .
But once again , even though you took it back.
But you threw it away before.
So to me still , I felt so sad

All those moments are back once again .
Happy and Sad .
I don't know whether would you happened to read this.
But nevermind if you don't .
Because im afraid that you might accuse me that i like you again or what.
& you would ignore me.
I don't wanna had to this happen again.

Old wounds are not heal yet , Memories are back once again

2008-04-06T22:47:00.002+08:00

Today was freaking boring lar .
Stuck at home for the whole damn day
Surf the net , play audition and o2jam .
& 3 more weeks the exam would start
And still im slacking right now.
I should have start revising already .
Argh . wth am i doing when im telling myself to study hard.
Rawr -.-
Nevermind .
Tomorrow i shall revise .

Finally i found the website that have Pop chinese piano scores :D
I print out alot .
So i gonna start practice those songs lo
& i promised Ahkor to play the Qing fei de yi with him :D
Next weeek sat / sun im going out with Maya Prettypie :D
Quite long didn't go out with her already .
& we gonna camwhores !
Woooots :D
Finally found someone who likes to camwhore like me(:

Pappy is driving go nuts lar.
She can anyhow dig something out to bite .
Like wth ?
She climbed onto the sofa to get bottles.
Dig some stupid bag etc
Rawr .
Then i had to lock her outside my room as a punishment.
Humphs .
Tmr there's school and band so shall sleep early(:
Alright just now camwhores alot:D
So time for some pictures soon :D
but guess i shall show it tmr then(:

2008-04-05T23:09:00.003+08:00

Was busy creating this new skin :D
I Loved this skin even though its simple.
So finally i had the time to blog about today stuffs :D
AlrightToday was quite fun :D
Was surprised that my dad allowed me to go out shop when im still sick.
thanks daddy !(:
but luckily didn't went band today because my voice got worser .
i couldn't even say YES ma'am / sir clearly lar.
when i talk my voice sound so weird and kept going to the wrong pitch .
Oh and i kept coughing non stop -.-

Met theFONY with Brendan @ hougang control station thr.
then we trained to potong pasir to meet Charlyn
And off we go to bugis :D
went there , shopped around .
Me and Charlyn managed to buy new future shorts .
which cost us 20bucks .
She bought the color that is around jeans type .
while me bought purple .
wanted to buy brown color , but the size i wanted is out of stock D:
I wanna buy shades !
Didn't buy it just now , don't know why. Lol
First time bought so lill things in bugis sia .

After shopping , went to eat lunch at food junction .
& the food are like so expensive lar -.-
Minqi , Suyu and me bought chicken rice while the rest didn't eat.
Slacked at the food junction playing psp and DS .
Then Charlyn suggested to go play Lan .
But Minqi , Brendan and me don't want.
So we train-ed back to Kovan .
Actually Minqi , Brendan and me intend to go play pool
& out of sudden .
It starts to rain heavily .
In the end , The whole clique went to find Laobu ( Josephine ) at mac .
She was quite surprised to see us there :D
Bought Ice Milo to drink while the rest ate french fries.
They bully me lar , don't allow me to eat the fries
but i continue to pester them and managed to take a few of it .

Then Brendan and Sirui went to buy bubble tea.
& Charlyn suggested to follow them because Minqi ask them to Hh :D
Then we followed behind them trying to hide at every corner .
We were hiding behind the pillar when they are ordering the drinks .
Then the funny part came :D
They started to walk off .
then we quickly ran behind the bakery shop.
Which we are standing in the rain lar.
Charlyn was the 1st to walk & suddenly she said go back because they might see us .
We kept going front and back.

Then suddenly i realised aint we supposed to wait for them at mac.
& if they found out that we not at mac how.
Then i suggested to run through the carpark in the rain.
Was damn damn fun lar :D
We ran all the way through the carpark and to the interchange & back to mac.
I was the first to run followed by Suyu , Minqi and charlyn
One straight line ; LOls
Suyu was laughing all the way through .
When we reached mac , we quickly went to the toilet to hide.
But in the end Sirui managed to find us.
& we were totally drenched lar .
But its was fun :D
Sirui said she saw charlyn running .
& brendan saw one girl in pink shirt then he guess that it was me -.-

Around 6pm Charlyn, Suyu and me went back home.
As my aunt came my house and they were waitting for me to go eat dinner(:
Yups today was extremely fun even though i had that irritating voice .
I Love theFONTY2 a wholesome lots :D

2008-04-04T23:00:00.002+08:00

Im damn damn sick lar.
I Lost my voice.
Currently my voice sounds so low and man kind.
Ofmg -.-
Intend not to go school but there's Chinese Letter writting test.
Felt fainting when im in the hall .
Muscle ache and sick could kill me lar
Don't even feel like getting out of my bed.
Had a hard time to cope in the first 2 lessons which is Chemistry and English .
I keep putting my head on the table & my forehead / whole body is so hot lar -.-
Ohyeah thanks andrew for the panadol :D
Then finally recess , managed to eat prawn mee which fill up my stomach.
& i felt much more better after that.

After school , Minqi, Sirui, Emma, Kenn, Brendan and Dominic came over to my house
They played mahjong , used the computer etc.
Around 4plus they all went off except Minqi.
& i felt so worn out.
So took a nap while Minqi played audition .
At night went to see a doctor.
& he gave me a MC for tomorrow band

Just a ramdom post .
Saying goodbye is never an easy thing .
Some people wait a lifetime
For a moment like this .

2008-04-03T20:47:00.003+08:00

Today was fun lar :D
First Lesson was English , Relief teacher :D
Second was Chemistry , had a small lill quiz .
& then was Pe
Rawr had 3 As but 2 E & F .
Wth -.-
Situp only did 20 & i gave up .
Just nice the passing mark .
Then sit and reach , Need 2 more cm to pass.
Rawr ! 27 cm sia -.-
But i loved my score for standing board jump
187cm :D
Won Monkey Laobei :D
& Inclined pull up managed to do 30times[:

After that was recess and chinese.
& we had a test , some sort of paper 2 format.
that time i was totally don't have energy lar.
feel like dying -.-
Face damn hot and keep having flu .
After school, went to kovan played one round of pool.
the skills today is like shit lar
keep missing it , wth -.-
Then played one round of badminton & i felt like dying already .
Keep having fever .
Then went to brendan's house , he gave me 2 panadol to eat.
Thanks :D

Saw Ruwen they all in Kovan Melody :D
Then Me, Emma and Minqi was having fun in Brendan's Room as there only the 3 of us .
We sang songs out loudly , Brendan's Room had 3 curtains which is attached to ropes .
So we need to pull up in order to make the curtain go up .
Then we sang school song , creed and national anthem & we pulled up the ropes .
We also sang Camp songs such as Titanic Song , Father Abaraham & banana song :D
Was fun okay ? not childish :D
Not long later , Suyu they all came.
Suyu, Me , Emma and Minqi slept on Brendan's Bed .
Then Minqi made a joke.
She said me and suyu are sleeping together
& she caught us doing it . She Jealous because i was her girlfriend then i slept with my Laogong.
Then she wanted to cover us with the blanket then my legs was kicking in the air.
Almost kick until Emma's Face then she keep screaming x.x

After that Brendan they all came back home
& ohyeah , Samuel's Hair is nice :DDD
He Spike it , he like that more shuai :D
Then Me and Emma went back home.
& i had to tiptoe all the way from kovan back my house.
Because i had 2 holes on my shoes , tmr i still need to wear :/
I want go see doctor !
I hoped i can sleep well tonight .
I don't like to be sick ler ]:

Alrights time for pictures :D
I Loved theFony :D
Crazylicious ![:

2008-04-02T22:05:00.002+08:00

Argh ! im damn sick -.-
Flu flu flu .
Which would leads to Fever :D
i hoped so , hehs :D
Today school was just fine .
but i had a hard time from getting myself to sneeze .
I wanted to sneeze but i just can't . So hard sia , make me feel so sick :/
After school Minqi & Emma came my house .
Changed and straightened hair then we cabbed to kovan :D
Played badminton and pool.
& the guys spy on us !
How dare they .
sickening :D
I wanna play again tomorrow :D
Im addicted already :/
Oh oh ! Mr Lee didn't came today .
Don't think he coming for the next 2 days too .
He's On Course :D
Ohyeah & Tomorrow there's NAFAAA -.-
God . Im so so dead man .
Need to jump 192 in order to get A for standing broad jump o.o
I want an A for it sia !
Sit and reach & Sit up is so sucky !
I don't like it.
Alright . Guess i need to go off already.
This is so ramdom lar.
Wished me good luck to my fever :D

Fall Without My Wings , But i feel So Strong
Everytime you're near I feel like I'm in heaven, feeling high

2008-03-31T22:04:00.006+08:00

Band today.
& it was quite fun :D
We were waitting for that Ms Saida, to come and listen for the musical thingy .
But she didn't came lar, wasted our time sia stupid -.-

Hola, just a ramdom post because i don't know what can i write.
hms ! Ohyeah , Congrats me.
I had a sore throat right now !
Lol i wanted to be sick already .
& finally im going to or perhaps currently sick due to my throat.
Today ate so much spicy stuffs.
Recess ate Curry Chicken mee which was super spicy for today .
Don't know why .
& after school went Brendan's house , Played Dadi & ate potato chips .
As for dinner , ate Laksa .
Few days ago .
Ate Lots of Junkfood.
I get a sorethroat is not a big deal .

But i want it to be fever :D
Muahaha, im crazy right?
Quite fond of fever. LOls :D
Ohyeah , Morning woke up .
Was very pissed off with someone which is Person A
Ask me personally for the info of what im writting below.

I don't know why everytime a small thing happened which was related to me and you .
At night you would tell me either you felt guility / sad which make you can't sleep .
Last night you sms-ed me and said you can't sleep because i told you not to call me piggy.
& you felt guility . what is this?
I am really very pissed off lar.
you told me next to if i don't like anything i have to tell you straight.
You think i will tell you ?
Because if i really did .
It will be listed all the way okay ?
Im kind enough not to speak to you personally and tell you straight.
I just don't wanna hurt you again anymore.
But i warned you .
One day .
One Specific day .
I will blow up .
& tell you everything that might be hurting or what.
Last time i told myself that its so fortunate to have someone to like you .
But to me now.
I don't think so .
Because is as if im the one suffering right now but not able to feel the fortunate feelings .
You said you won't bother me anymore.
You said twice already .
but obviously you can't give up on me yet .
I don't know how many times must i tell you to give up on me.
Because you are just not the type of guy that i like .
You look just like my brother.

Example Me and you stead .
People who don't know me will think that we are brother and sister instead of Couples.
You understand me?
I don't like you is not because of the way we look when we stand together .
But is that i don't like you .
To be more Simple .
You are not suitable for me .
You ain't the kind of guy that i wanted .
You wanna know the answer why that time i break with you or what right.
The answer is because I DIDN'T THINK TWICE AND I JUST SAID YES.
Thats the Ever regretful decision i ever made.
I seriously learnt a lesson.
Don't make a decision when you haven't think of the consequences.
I don't wanna make this decision again.
& for breaking is because.
of the decision i made which make me realised that you aint the one i want.
I thought maybe i could try out with you .
but i can't .
I don't know how are you able to get to read this .
but i will show it up when i feel like.
but currently its gonna be in this yellowish colour .

Things i don't like you to do to me :
. Treat me differently from others
. Call me Piggy
. To be the first to do something ( Exp : that time i kena scolded for sitting on the teacher's chair, you quickly went to take a new chair for me)
. Carry down the chair when it was on the table
. Sms me and say you can't sleep because of that particular reason
. Come my house and fetch me to school
. Send me back home
. Sing & play songs for me
. Being so Ignorant. ( I said no means no and yet you said you won't give up doing something till you get to see it or what )
. Carry Stuffs for me ( unless i ask you do so )
. Buy an Apple for me when im sick ( i totally hated this ! )
. Buy Things on my wishlist for me
. Treat me Stuffs etc

I think im quite mean to ask you not to do all this things.
Felt that im quite selfish .
But i don't feel good when you did such things listed up there.
Totally so weird .
IM SELFISH .
i know it .
If you manage to read this thing .
then i shall say sorry to you .
& tag on my blog and tell me that you read it already.
Sorry .

2008-03-30T20:40:00.003+08:00

Today was another fun fun day :D
Had tuition in the morning.
& i was ahead of what the teacher is teaching in school.
i already in chapter 3 & i don't understand a single thing lar.
Im weak in Quadratic Equation :/
Nvms ; shall work harder :D

Met Minqi at my tuition centre, went to popular & bought markers
then went home :D
Slacked at home for the first 2 hours.
Around 3pm went to find Shumei as i promised to film her for the EL Project.
Retake once and everything is done.
Was faster compared to my group :D
Went back home and started editing the video
& it was a great great success :D
I totally loved our video .
Went searching for some background music when the credits is on.
Added some NG parts too .
Hoped we can score well :D
Credits to Me and Minqi ; Yay :D
Around 7.30 she left my house :/

Im Dead .
I got 7 test in this whole week.
From tomorrow till friday.
Ohgod -.-
Tomorrow there's Physics , Social Studies and Maths test
Physics , i don't know understand what is Dynamics . Totally weak in it -.-
Social Studies , hoped can barely just pass .
Maths ; I Love Indices , Standard Form and Expansion So hoped i can score well .
Probably 20marks?

Tuesday : POA test
God -.-
I only know a lill bit about what Double Entry.
But i will get confused easily.
Especially when we are ask to group them into Credited and Debited group.

Wednesday to Friday : Chinese test.
Just hope i can pass it with flying colours :/
Alright i havent do any homework yet.
Argh ! i shall stop being such a lazy bum
Work and strive hard is the Key word to success .

2008-03-29T22:33:00.002+08:00

Band today , was just fine .
But Sectional with sookchin , just the 2 of us is fun :D
i don't like Sectional except for today , don't know why .
Having with a big group aint fun .
Just you and your friend is good enough.
we practice Rock on the moutain & Flight of valor.
I just love her <3

Oh & i found out today my mouth didn't ache .
Good thing :D
Usually when i played the instrument for a long time, it would ache.
which will make me go flat all the way .
& i won't be able to pitch anymore notes that is above G and is a normal G note.
God -.-
i don't know why , but i got this problem .
But not today :D
& i tried to control myself from having that bubble which make my cheek grow -.-
i tighten it & it works :D

Claudia have a new name called Chickady Ang .
i don't know how to spell it .
But is pronounced as Chick-kedy Ang .
Something like that. argh , don't know lar -.-
Band ends at 1230 then had a debrief .
which last for about 20mins or so?
Quickly rushed back home as i need to go film the newscast.
Went to Paya Lebar Cc to meet group members.
Then we start filming.

We changed our topic from badminton to the car accident that happened few days ago.
I was the first passerby to be film. & i laughed when Brendan interviewed me.
After that was Geraldine, Suyu and Minqi 'spart.
We kept refilm it again & again.
First Geraldine laughed because of me? Lol
After that suyu keep laughing non-stop for the next 3 or 4 videos.
Then was Anselm's part.
His is the best, film one time & its done :D
Played pool and ate macdonald at there.
Around 5.30, Suyu and me went off first :D
Took one picture as Suyu said she was having a bad hair day .
Dreams are just dreams
Will it become to a reality ?

2008-03-28T21:03:00.007+08:00

Pappy ! Ain't she cute? :D

Pappy with the ball :D

Charlyn with Plaits :D

Ki-siao charlyn ; Don't she look like the 9pm show de siaosiao mother? :D

Messy hair ; credits to me and sirui :D

She is cute :D Messy hair done by me and sirui :D

2008-03-28T20:08:00.002+08:00

Finally feel like blogging again :D
Really Lazy to blog already , don't know why .
& nowadays i feel like messing around with people's hair :D
Its fun eh .

270308 :D
Had 2 recess and i ate like a glutton.
Was feeling hungry at the 1st lesson which is chemistry .
So i decided to eat spaghetti to prevent myself from being hungry before the 2nd recess starts.
Then after that had Chinese & recess again.
& i Ate Rice with Meat.
God -.-
I really eat like a pig.
I don't feel hungry / full at all.
So i just eat until my skirt is so tight -.-
Then EL and Poa lesson.
Oh & i just start to understand a lill bit about what is Double Entry .
Now he start to teach Trial Balance . -.-
After that had Maths Remedial .
Then went to the hall to watch the band .
Quite cool :D
Find the performance a lill boring as the music is those Bang Bang Bang songs.
So we don't really like it.
Then went down to check out the Nokia bus
& i joked that i can take that bus back home :D
My Usual bus, 151 :D
Went up . find that most songs is those bang songs again.
So we didn't went to download.
& i ate Waffle again .
Then the four of us , joked around.
Say what Beehoon 上台. LOl
Because we want go Minqi's house eat her grandma beehoon :D
watched 原来我不帅 and messed around with suyu hair :D
Quite fun.
tied plaits for her too.
went home at 6pm [:

280308 :D
Ptm today .
Totally sucks D:
My Mommy complained about me !
Always hang around with friends , around 6plus then reach home.
& she said my maths fail ! Even though is 60marks.
Wth -.-
Nevermind.
Mr Lee was funny too.
My mom requested him to speak in mandrain
& he said he wasn't good in that but my mom insisted. Lol
The way he speak is funny lar.
He don't know what to say .
& he still ask me to translate the word for him . LOL
Ohyeah i finally know that Mdm Ho is pregnant :D
2 / 3 months . Congrats :D
At first i don't believe in Emma.
Then she ask me to look at her stomach.
& i find it yeah, abit big already then we asked her & its true :D

After school , we helped out Mdm Ho to slot in the Result Slips.
Then i went to mess around with Charlyn hair.
Tied some crazy & cute hair :D
Went home took a bathe and Straighten hair
& went back school again.
Met Minqi in school at 3 :D
Then went up to class and slacked with Emma and Minqi .
Josephine went home ler D:
was super boring & so i slept in class .
Suddenly felt that actually Mdm Ho is quite good :D
we just had to know her more.
yups. okay time for some pictures :D

2008-03-23T21:37:00.002+08:00

Just came back from the NIE Symphonic Band Concert.
Which is National Insitute of Education :D
The concert is so grand and nice :D
Even though at first it was a lill bit boring
but its nice lar :D
& suddenly when im watching the concert
I had this aspiration that i want my future boyfriend / husband to be a Band member in NIE
I don't know why did i thought of this lar , but i really wish it would came true
& i want it to be either in Trumpet / Flute section (:
I also wish i can be in NIE symphonic band too .
I totally loved today's concert.
Hahas , aye i don't know how to explain my feelings .
Their song was marvellous too ! Lols (:
how i wish my trumpet skills / playing could be like them .
Im so jealous :/

Then after the concert , went to accompany Amanda back to Raffles Mrt then we went for dinner :D
yups , walked around the whole street in Boat Quay .
& totally don't suit us .
All Clubs and expensive restaurant .
Guess we only can go clubbing when we are 18 :/
So we went to eat Macdonald instead.
Joked around & after that going to go home
& we took one picture with the scene of the Fullerton hotel .
But sadly can't see the image of The hotel.
Im a bad photographer :/
After that we quickly ran towards the mrt station as the guys were far ahead of us.
& when we reached there , Jingxi said they all pangseh him .
& we thought its true , but who knows .
Jun an go boo shumeimei and she kena shocked dao.
Lol , & then the next time was by one of her junior
But i can't remember his name :/
Then i need to buy standard ticket sia -.-
Because used the Ezlink money to buy macdonald then can lend sookchin money mar.
& we took another picture in the mrt station too :D
Ashley was the 1st to alight & Me, Shumei and Sookchin alighted in Kovan.
waited for the bus damn long -.-
Then we bused & Home sweet home :D
Ohyeah !
I got a new Mummy : Wong Shu Mei :D
Shumei seee your big big name here?
Lols , okays need to go bathe and then go sleep :D
Wish my dreams came true .

2008-03-22T20:16:00.003+08:00

Again , Days didn't blog was just lazy .
Somethings happened few days ago or just yesterday ?
But i don't wish to say it here either.
Privacy bahs :/

Band today
Marching under the blazing sun, totally driving me to go nuts.
was so freaking hot till i sweat like crazy .
but after all its fun uhs :D
Took over Yirong's place as she didn't went for band today
& i was the first time marching of my own steps
and Adonia is much more familiar with it , so she take over me
Thanks :D
& thanks shumei too :D
for teaching the steps and sorry uhs we have to keep repeating it over again
as i keep forgetting it -.-
Oh Oh & Felicia too :D
Sorry if i missed out anyone
But overall was fun , i just love doing assesment & prefer footdrills than music :D
North vista band peeps came over too .
But didn't see Jearelle ? Lols

After band , ate cupnoodle for lunch in the canteen with Honey Sookchin :D
Adonia , claudia and shumei joined in too (:
& Hanyong is so humorous lar.
Doing some funny actions , Lmao
Then after that went to Library with them to borrow books
& this time round i saw 3 princess diaries books !
Ofmg , why everytime i went there.
There surely don't have the book & now is 3 at a time
But luckily i get to borrow one of it :D
& so i need chiong finish reading 4 books :D

which is :
Party Princess and Teen Idols by Meg cabot.
PS. I Love You by Cecelia Ahern
Duelling Princess by Jyne O' Connell

& i totally engrossed in PS. I Love You.
The book Rocks to core :D
I get to learn lots of new vocabulary in there too :D
Although we can't watch it in the cinema as it is NC16
but the book is enough already .
But i can read until i go crazy because there is 519 pages , 50 chapters.
Oh god -.-
think i need to read it as fast as possible.
Then i can return Elis her book & start reading the other 3 books before the dateline.
Alright tomorrow going to Victoria Concert Hall to watch NIE concert.
Gonna meet shumei and other peeps at Hougang at 3.50
& there tuition tomorrow too.
God -.-
im so so so busy this few days.
Homework are getting more and more
English and Chinese Project undone .
Drama shows for me to watch .
Exams are coming soon !
Storybooks to read.
Ohman , how can i complete all this task ?
Dead .
Im so worried about my MYE
Especially my Physics.
I failed my physics test again .
Ah ! i totally don't understand a single thing about physics.
Chemistry is better . Much more interesting :/
Alrights , need to go off already !

2008-03-19T20:15:00.005+08:00

Alright days didn't post already .
Homework and homework.
Totally no time for me to watch finish Bullfightings.
2 more episodes to go , gotta jiayou :D
I don't want Mr Lee to be my new english teacher.
Rawr , i don't like him.
he is so troublesome lar , unlike Ms Chin
She rocks okays ?
At least we can write the answer in the assessment book
Not like Mr Lee still need to write out the question
Freaking Troublesome lar
Need bring a novel every lesson too.
Like what the hell ?
I want Ms chin back lar !
3 faith is luckily to have her

Ohyeah ! today is Geraldine's Birthday :D
Happy Birthday to you ! :D
Bought cake & a big cuddly soft toy for her .
Hoped she like it !
She didn't want to accept the present but its our intention to give her.
Our Quote : One for all , All for one :D
Then after celebrating her birthday , we are all stucked in the sch due to the Big rain -.-
Around 3.30 Minqi ; Sirui ; Charlyn ; Josephine and emma came my house
to Mahjong & Audi :D
Ohyeah ! i saw the black kitty that is formerly in our school that cat
I missed it so much ]:
Time for pictures (:

Minqi & Charlyn giving out the cake :D

Geraldine the Birthday girl <3

Hahs ! caught sirui and charlyn :D

That fruity cake :D

That Cake before singing the song :D

Happy Birthday Geraldine Ahyi <3

2008-03-16T20:53:00.012+08:00

Ohyeah , its been days since i last posted .
& yups im back here to post about yesterday and today :D

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Yesterday didn't went for band due to project work
& i know im skipping band alot now
But can't blame me alright?
i needa do my project work as i said in the previous post .
So even if your the majors scold or whatever.
i don't care alright?
my project work is important .
They scored marks for marks
& yeah CCA contains of the points
Both are important ; but to me school work is more important okays?
Okay ! whatever -.-
Ofmg lar , that stupid programme to edit the video ain't working.
wasted my whole morning time , wanted to learn something before my dad go out
and so we could do it in the afternoon
But our time was wasted
& so 12pm Suyu , Brendan , Dominic and Minqi came :D
Trying that damn thingy .
Yeahyeah then was oh so boring
Couldn't do anything at all
So we decided to slack and my dad promised me to help me tomorrow morning :D
then we played mahjong , watch videos etc.
Was fun lar(:

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Hohoho ! Watched Dou Niu Yao Bu Yao until episode 14 already !
Im faster than sirui :D
& finally that programme start to work .
Quickly edit 2 videos before i go out and meet the girls(:
12pm met them @ hougang interchange and took bus 80 to bugis
AND our Shopping day starts ! :D
Bused there almost took us 45mins or more?
was so tired as i watched the drama till 12plus yesterday night.
so slept in the bus & i was woken up due to my phone
its slip off my hand as i was listening to the music -.-
Reached bugis and its start to rain a lill bit
Went bugis street , wanted to buy belt
but there don't have the one that me and suyu wanted ]:
I bought one shorts for 25bucks
Ofmg cost me so much -.-
But its nice lar
Then went searching for Charlyn's short
but there didn't sell it already .
& so we decided to go marina square
and it was raining so heavily lar
But luckily the four of us wore the clothes that suyu bought for us :D
Woots we are 4 sister neh!
Cannot break one !

Took bus 133 to Marina Square
On the way there , we were talking about what shall we eat for lunch
as we were super hungry .
We thought of eating : Fish & co , Ajisen Ramen , The Cafe Cartel , Sakae Sushi , Swensens , Haagens Daas , Hans, American Restaurant ( A lill bit same as New york New York )
we were like super hungry & we went there looked for directory of foods
& we went to look at the price .
I wanna eat Cafe Cartel :D
But too expensive , i don't have enough money.
So finally we went to eat Sakae !
Wooots Super nice sia
Didn't eat before as my family don't really eat Jap food that much except me !
We order alot & we ate like glutton :D
But seriously is nice :D
& total amount is : $63.80 ( if im not wrong )
Worth it though ^^
Then after that we went to Sphere Original and buy shirts
I bought one pink with words of : Im not short , Im Just fun size
Only me and sirui bought 1 tees , others bought 2 .

After that we went to wallet shop as Rui , Yu wanna find wallet
& we met this super irritating guy .
He talked about us okay ?
So we buay song go scold him back.
He was trying to walk in between Rui & Qi
Minqi let him go already & the gap was big enough
& yet he stood thr and waited for bigger gaps
& after that he talk things behind us
Like wtf?
I think is you too big size lar hor can't walk over.
We even said , don't think you rich so what ? Dua bai ar .
Got dulan lo , spoiled my day .
But nevermind :D
We actually wanted to go Esplande and take pictures
but we didn't know the way to go , so we went to Suntec Exhibition hall since there is a food Festival

& woooots , so many yummy food
Especially the Cookies and cream icecream
Oh So Delicious man :D
Went there and we ate like glutton agains .
Walked here and there ; had so much fun :D
then around 5.30 we took bus 107 back to kovan
We wanted to play bowling but because too many people & we had to wait for 6 people before our turn to play .
So we decided to go back home & yups
Today was extremely fun with the girlfriends
& i just spend off 56 bucks away
Oh god -.-
Next time we aint gonna go for shopping but also go KBOX & EAT like a glutton in New York New York / Cafe Cartel . Wooots !
& oh god i wanna cut hebe's hair but would i look nice? :/
Time for PICTURES :D

Cheeers ! The Four Twin Sisters :D Forever & Ever

The amount of food we ate , muahahaha . but its oh so delicious :D

The 2 twins !

There is so much food already & yet they are still ordering :D

I wanna cut Hebe's hair ! > :(

Suyu is cute :D I <3 her ; as well as my other 2 gfs.

She looked so blur :/

MINQI ! I <3 her too :D

Daddy ; you look so bright lar -.-

MAHJONG :D

2008-03-12T15:48:00.006+08:00

11.03.08
Went to meet Minqi @ hougang mrt at 12.15
then trained to kovan and find Brendan
Ate lunch @ Yoshinoya
after that bought materials for the banner & went to Brendan's house
Was quite reluctant to do the work
but find there nothing for us to do so we just start doing the work .
since we are waitting for Weijia
& after his arrival , we start drawing the banner etc.
& Brendan cooked instant noodles for us.
its was so yummy okays ? :D
around 5.30 we intend to go play pool
but it was raining so heavily & people were playing too.
so we waited in the mac & i went home around 6.15
& they went for pool after that .
Reached home & dad also forgot to buy my dinner .___.
Luckily he called to ask whether i came home already .
after that used the comp(:

12.03.08
Slacked @ home the whole day .
Sibei boring cans ?
Im stuck here using the comp from morning till now.
im dead bored .
tomorrow i shall go out !
Do the script for my newscasting .
Ohyeah !
I Downloaded themes of wuzun for my phone.
Ofmg man ! he is super cute :D
I just so loved him.
Bought U magazine too !
& indeed there's pictures of him .
I wanna watch ' hot shot '
He is the main cast :D
& playing the basketball :D
woooots !
Ohyeah & i edited my blog image
its wu zun !
Muahaha.
im crazy over him.
kill me please .__.
Okays stop the posting now if not i will go crazy :D

2008-03-10T23:08:00.004+08:00

Band & maths remedial today :D
& Math test was postponed till the beginning of the new term .

After remedial , went to kovan to play bowling :D
& hms , i played much better than last time already .
After that went for badminton @ Paya Lebar cc (:
Even though we didn't book court but one guy brendan knows kindly let us play .
He book from 12 to 6pm and he left halfway ; o.o
Rich person sia , still left with 3 hours more

& there is this stupid guy very kpkb lar.
Scold me and minqi SAN BA ( bitch )
Hey please lo ; we didn't offence you right ?
why scold us bitch , you idiot.
Still so Imature ; only knows the word San ba .
The world had changed within one day & that specific word is outdated already sia .
Damn you , bastard .

Okays , shall not get pissed off over such nonsensical people .
Waste my breath.
Ohmygosh , there's so much taiwanese shows i want to watch !
Like the x-family , 18 censored or not , Ko one , So im not so handsome & More !
Okay lar i was quite outdated , KO one was aired on 2005
but i didn't watch it lar , so i going watch it right now
But my holidays are so packed , how to watch ? rawr .
Think i watch 18 censored or not first.
Ohohoh ! U magazine have the poster of Wu zun :D
Ofmg , i wanna buy it!
I want buy U / teenage magazine , Poster & poker cards of wu zun
Im crazy over him ahhaha !
Love Wuzun more than any guys ! Except my dad & brother of course. hahas :D

2008-03-09T21:39:00.002+08:00

Finally my internet is back
From yesterday till now i can't use the internet
Rawr , got pissed off
wanted to post & download songs also cannot.
Neverminds :D
Lets start with yesterday

8.march.2008
Met The clique at 12pm @ hougang mrt control station .
Was the 2nd to reach even though im late , Lol
Slowly bren , dominic and sirui came
Then trained to potong pasir to meet charlyn & took bus 133
met andrew on the way and there our journey starts !
We are going to marina :DDD
Reached there about 1.15pm like that
quickly rushed to the theatre there & bought tickets ; popcorn etc.
& we watched ' The water horse ' :D
its was a touching movie , almost cried at the last part
where that lill boy said to the water horse :
You are my bestest friend i ever had .
& the cinema is damn cold please .__.
Then after that went to Eight Percent
And bought that Ink handbag
Wooots finally i bought it.
its cost me 33.90(:
Me and minqi bought the same bag ; while sirui bought another kind small small one.
Then went to that Sphere Original shop
Ofmg , i saw I <3 Boyfriend tee Freaking nice :D
I wna buy it next sunday with the girls !
After that walked around and find marina too boring.
so we took 107M back to kovan and went to lan till 6 :D
Went dinner with andrew and minqi at the japanese shop
& then went for pool :D
Im addicted to bowling and pool this few days.
suddenly i find them so nice to play .
Played till 8.30 then went to slack @ mac till 9pm
saw josephine working at there too
such a fun day , I <3 my clique

9.march.2008(:
Today went for tuition at 11am till 1am
Last time my tuition class only had one girl which is me & all guys.
Now is the opposite , & i find this new teacher nicer :D
yups did my maths holiday assignment.
came back home study for my maths test tomorrow
Hoped i can pass (:
Although Indices seems to be difficult but i find it fun :D
& so tomorrow theres band and maths remedial.
im much more looking forward to the remedial
Because my clique will be there and Indices solutions are waitting for me to solve :D
Okays that all for today !
Taaadaa peeps
& i changed my blog song to 为你写诗 by 吴克群
ENJOY :D

2008-03-07T22:50:00.003+08:00

Suyu is leaving for taiwan tomorrow in the afternoon !
Oh god . im missing her right now okay ?
One of my best buds :D
Bon voyage eh .

yups anyway school was boring and chemistry test is finally over
& Ms Chong said the paper is much more difficult then the express one.
but i find it okay lar , at least i know how to do :D
but maths test is on this coming mon during the remedial lesson.
& wooots , tomorrow no band
finally a day for me to rest and go out with friends.
At least i need not to wake up so early hurs .
so tomorrow going out with the clique .
gonna watch the waterhorse & collect elmo tees too [:
Pappy went to priscilla's house already.
Finally man , i found out that actually i would rather have a adult dog than a puppy
its so troublesome okay ?
Yesterday night , woke up at 12.30 because of my dog . barking nonstop
& she is so afraid of the darks too, she just too young.
Argh ! Holidays are not meant for me to relax abit hur.
been so packed up from tomorrow till next sunday.
Except for tuesday & wednesday.
There is English and Chinese project need work on.
EL - Newscasting
Chinese - HI 50 anni

Tomorrow - Go out with clique
Sunday - Tuition -.-
Monday - Band & Maths remedial lesson
Thursday to Saturday- EL & Chinese project
Sunday - Shopping spree with girlfriends :D

i guess i can't go for band next saturday.
& yeahlar , i surely would get scolding because of project i skip band.
but heys . please think okay ?
i don't have time lar.
Newscasting project takes up my time
Which i couldn't do on others day than saturday because
My team mates will be overseas on sat - wednesday okay ?
you think i got time to do ?
im reporting on badminton & i seriously need time for it.
& still i got chinese project.
2 projects need to hand up after march holidays .
you think im wasting time and not doing.
but please lar , would it be fair if my team mates ain't doing anything ?
Think before you starts scolding me if i told you about skipping band because of project.
& your want scold. then scold lar.
want complain to my parents , you can too
whatsoever. if your blame me for using project as an excuse
then i don't give a damn okay ?

Okay , its seems that they had already scold me & im venting the anger in my blog. -.-
Okays that all for the day .
Im missing you ! Suyu !
takecare when you are overseas :D
Sadly we can't send you to the airport

2008-03-06T21:33:00.002+08:00

Few days never post ler .
If i don't post now.
Ahkor will keep pester me to post -.-

Today we had to carry all the books back home lar.
so heavy , last min then told us to bring home by today.
Charlyn & kor never come to school today too .
Yups then after school , the clique came to my house
& mahjong :D
Actually was suppose to do english project .
but in the end , didn't.
&& that pappy.
is giving me sooo much trouble.
ofmg.
Shit here and there.
Even though my brother is the one who bought it.
but im the one who take care of it.
where my fees !?
Im so worned out okays ?
then around 6pm they left.
& something happened !
Minor inciddent , don't wanna say :D
But im sorry uhs. because you came my house thats why this happen :/

then after that when for dinner
& im freaking hungry.
i ate one plate of nasi lemak & popiah at qiji
Like a glutton sia -.-
then went library & borrowed books about dog.
ain't i hardworking ? :D
& i got tuition this sunday already.
ofmg .
Raaawr, so boring sia.
nvms, yups then just reached home.
thats for today :D
& Ahkor is bian tai one !
stared at me .____.

2008-03-02T19:27:00.002+08:00

Few days didn't blog already.
so yups , yesterday my brother bought a puppy back home :DD
woooots .
its uber cute lar
Her name is pappy & is a jack russells which is only 4 months old, Ofmg.
but after his new house is finally done.
he & my dasao will bring pappy to her new house.
i gonna miss her but aye their house is just a few blks away from mine.
so no big deal , i can always go & see her :D
yups she is super active.
Running everywhere & shitting everywhere too.
what the hell -.-
gonna toilet train her .
if not i am the one cleaning it when no one is at home.
ofmg , rawr.
hms yupyup so she gonna stay at my house for 2 months.

for today , went to minqi's house in the afternoon.
cabbed down as i was late for the meetup so yups.
we played mahjong , watch tv & eat those new year goodies :D
& its fun fun fun (:
The 4 sisters !
Woots i <3 them :D
how i wish we can really be sisters.
its gonna be so fun !
We promised each other that when we grow up we gonna stay together.
yups so around 5.30 we went to hougang point.
& its raining so heavily lar
so we had to share under one umbrella ~
3 people sia
but its effing funny lar.
especially sirui , laughed until like having asthma . Lol
bought mcflurry & then off we went home(:
Effing fun with them :D
i just love them more than anything.
&& next sunday we are going for SHOPPING !
Woooots :D :D
more or less is confirm to be that date already.
gonna save up money to shop.

Stuffs i wanna buy :
Ink edition handbag - $39.90
Black skinnies - $20plus
Tops - $10 each
& after that i gonna save $200 to prepare to add a christian name in my ic.
which would cost me $70 or more.
& the other $100 is for my crumpler bag
i can't wait for my birthday to come & i gonna have a new name called JESLYN
wooots :D
how i wish now i could be call as jeslyn already.
awwww ]:

2008-02-27T19:57:00.002+08:00

Oh craps.
I need to buck up on my studies already !
English - 64
Maths - 60
Social Studies - 67

Im so dead man. My expectation for english was suppose to be an A for it.
But i did badly for one test , ofmg -.-
Quite satisfied with my maths but can be much better
Didn't have much confidence in passing my maths.
scored 1 mark for one class test , wth .
& for social , goodluck to me(:
i want an A in my report book for this term
Hoped my chinese could be an A if not i shall jump down the building.
Ohyeah & i need to really study hard for my P.O.A
and do every single homework , if not im not going to understand what mr lee is teaching.
Hms so yupp , after school went to suyu's house
& i did crazy stuff there
But Hohoho im not going to upload it .
So disgraceful but its fun eh ? :D
i need go do my homework already.
taadaa !
&& ohyeah i want that big baby pooh soft toy ! ]:

2008-02-26T22:52:00.002+08:00

A quick post about today before i go to sleep .
Alrights , today went to paya lebar to play badminton.
Was quite boring because only 3 girls went for it.
which is me, minqi & emma
Then we decided to go eat lunch.
ofmg, im super full
Ate macdonald
then me & emma went back home
& later i went to eat dinner which is KFC.
So fattening , ofmg. -.-
Fastfood , i ate like a glutton
Even though im really full but i still eat finish everything
Muahaha :D
hms . Ohyeah 2 people owe me lollipops !
Dominic - 1
Brendan - 2
whoops ~ Lollipop <3
I want a christian name & i seriously want it .
Argh ! i hoped that when i go make my ic.
i could put my desired christian into it.
i wanna be call as JESLYN :D
Don't know why but i just like that name.
hehs :D
Call me jeslyn lar. haha okays im lame -.-
Got to go.
Tadaaaaa(:

2008-02-24T15:19:00.000+08:00

changed my skins & url already :D
Actually i changed the whole outlook of my blog.
Im sick of the old one already
so yups ~
A new day with new things.
Good right?
Hms even though something happened yesterday
But i aint gonna blog on the blog.
Shall not let so much people know it.
Muahaha (:
Tomorrow school gonna starts again.
& i don't wanna go school !
Im dread towards to something yeah ?
Don't want to face that particular person ever since that thingy happened
But no matter what.
i still can't run away from reality
Unless i migrated to other country / i die
That the only 2 things yeah ?
I don't understand lar.
why doesnt the things i hoped for came true & yet the one i don't wish to happen
came to reality.
i just don't get it .
Okay done for blogging.
Gotta go do my P.O.A homework & play audition alr(: